2020 could be perceived as three years of negativity, LOL. I could totally focus on the difficulty of many things during the year, but those few things would overshadow the many moments that were so very good. I obviously chose to live life and not dwell on the burden or weight of something that could not benefit me in that moment, even though it would later produce something positive in my life, our life. I imagine that is what the Father intended with us, that the process of something was to build, even though sometimes in order to build the hard work of uprooting dead roots or even roots that were intertwined with the foundation that would cause off balance of any structure built and create more headaches later including having to start over. Sometimes the things we knew or know are not necessarily correct, and those corrections are necessary in order to build. I guess I’ve been through a lot of digging up, uprooting, shifting what I thought I knew, to a place where now it’s not even a concern and an understanding that even if the process creates growing pains, it isn’t an unwillingness now to finish the process. See ultimately the decision is yours, not mine or your family’s, but yours to grasp what God intended. Sometimes your unwillingness will be the first thing gone in the process to show you how unwilling, but yet how willing you are because you trust Him, even if you’re kicking and screaming. If you choose not to, expect that you will continue to come to the same point, like a cycle. Still your choice each time. Might be more frustrating and troubling when it seems you cannot fulfill the purpose, destiny, and even the prophetic word spoken over your life. Choose the process…you cannot skip it, but you can delay it. You can even try and create what you thought you saw when the word or vision came forth but expect difficulty and maybe even a longer road ahead…the process will come forth regardless. Just keep trying, have patience, don’t rush it, well even if you did, you cannot. Hang in there, you got this! We are all cheering you on through this! You’re not alone!
“The Lord is not slack concerning his promise, as some men count slackness; but is longsuffering to us-ward, not willing that any should perish, but that all should come to repentance” 2 Peter 3:9.